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After years of running away from writing love poem like Rainer Maria Rilke called them, some days ago I wrote this remembering some moments with someone long gone though for long I hope she will come back. #poetry #poetrycommunity #writersofinstagram #writer #photography #photooftheday #eclipsepoet I [email protected] adding this to the manuscript of the poetry collection “Fate at CrissCross “ and this is the last poem in the collection done with the compilation book out Soonest #instapoetry #poesie #poema #literature #book #bookshelf #diary #ptsd #nigeria #love #friend #berling #hamburg #heartbreak @littleleeway you should enjoy this @amyx_obii @andreenanne @tegasjourney @the.pedro_ @ibadan247

The blood on my hand i am 28 today deserted with a sheepish grin i don't remember if i ever smiled this last year after that sin rewind to the past i was 18 then, shy and nervous in public coy and vivacious in loneliness i don't know where i lost him or maybe he never was me he was kinder than i am today or ever will be he used to breathe like life begged us to in love with peace like a newborn he found happiness just standing on the shore,maybe he was human after all human in real like I never can be now i lost him before my big day that fateful moment before i was selected he walked away from me in guilt Why?because he thought he didn't deserve to stay with me because he thought it wasn't safe to stay with me How could he leave me alone? the inner me loved him more. I swear i loved him more. he was a traitor he left me. why ? just because i was selfish that day in greed just because i was cruel in need that last day of results i met a boy,my age i met him last before my deed. he was better in every way i had learnt to be. he jumped higher, ran faster and even swam like a fish. he only lacked deceptive rage. that the me i currently know skills in but the old kind was scared off i sinned, i probably never should had but i did. when no one saw,i pushed the boy off the cliff what left the valley was his noise what struck my ear was his voice. I sleep each night with pills in my throat. in a hope to sleep. begging to let me elope how do i forget him? i do not even know how do i forgive myself. i don't even want to know. I am the assistant commissioner of police. the youngest,the brightest,the boldest of my batch but only god knows all this is a evil hack. i have blood on my hand that doesn't agree to fade. i survive in remorse, begging an early evade that day on the valley, he died but i didn't live any longer. or maybe i died in regret but his cries lived longer ©ashishpoetrywritings #poet #poem #poetry #instapoet #poetsofig #poetsofinstagram #writer #writers #writersofig #writersofinstagram #poems #wordporn #words #instagood #herheartpoetry #wordstoliveby #poetrycommunity #writersofig #write #wordsofwisdom #poemsporn #instagram #art #illustration #holiday

I gasp, trying get my grasp on the last breath of air before I am pulled underneath by this ache, too deep for my small body to carry; it has grown roots where I stand. . . . . . . . Artwork by the talented: @louijover ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• #romancinglife #poetry #prose #poem #creativewriting #spilledink #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poetryofinstagram #poetryofig #writersofig #poetsofig #poetrycommunity #poetrysociety #poetssociety #louijover #writerscommunity #writingcommunity #igwriters #igpoets #instapoetry #instapoem #poetryislove #bymepoetry #shortstory #twinflame #artistsoninstagram #poetryisnotdead #wordswithqueens

*Sarcastic Lovesick Spoken Word* Do you ever cry and ask 'why why why', what it takes a single human to be near to bear mistakes towards them and themselves? Vay, vay, vay, you have loved? Believe no tales bout oldstuffed fairy tales, then you will stop to cry, believe me, no lie. Even tears need to understand, there will be no dual power, no command to endlessly endure. İt is within their nature to melt far away from dual cruel lifetimes... . Foto: Unsplash #spokenword #freestyle #poem #poetry #instapoetry #poetsofinstagram #lovesick #sarcasm #single #life #poetrycommunity #poesie #poetryslam #tears #drops #teardrops #flashlights #creativewriting #igpoetry #poetess #writer #șiirsokakta #șiirheryerde